
Tea in the Sunshine at the RNA Conference
Well, last weekend was the best RNA conference I’ve ever been to. Partly, I think, because of the positive, up-beat, unashamed mood set by the marvellous author panel for the first session - Kate Johnson, Nicola Cornick, Anna Jacobs, Kate Harrison and Kate Hardy did a fabulous job, and set the tone for the conference. Partly because the sainted Jan Jones was worked like a fiend all year to make it happen well.
And partly because my first book was on the bookstall.

Mark Thornton and colleague from Mostly Books, setting up the bookstall. Run Among Thorns is on the far left!
Yes, on the bookstall.
It sold out.
I swear to you, when I had finished meeting with Mark Thornton, the very swtiched-on book guru from Mostly Books, and he’d put it out on the table, I had to go outside, put my head between my knees and hyperventilate a bit till the dizziness went away. SUCH a wonderful feeling, to see it there, on sale, watching people pick it up and buy it. Being over here (UK) while it’s on sale over there (USA) I don’t get to see that….
It was funny, because I think I spoke to more people at this conference than I ever have before, and that had a lot to do with having more confidence because I have a book out. I have a default setting, in social situations, of, “why would anyone want to talk to me?” I know it’s stupid, and there are plenty of reasons, but it’s just one of those leftovers you can’t quite shift, you know? It often results in my appearing stand offish, which is awful, because that’s not how I feel! This time, though, it suddenly struck me that there were plenty of people there who WOULD want to talk to me. And I wanted to talk to them.
I talked to them a lot in my workshop, too, wearing an outfit I’d bought that morning in the lovely shopping centre of Chichester (Sales! Lots of Sales!!).

Some author woman, looking like she knows what she’s doing…
We did “Sense of Place - using settings in your story” and it seemed to be well-received, although I know I need to work on it - I think it needs more useful examples. Although the stuff the group were coming up with in the exercises was brilliant. I loved when one participant, Gillian, explained that whenever she passes a particular road junction where she had a car accident as a child, it always appears to be in shades of grey…. perfect example of how what we know about a place can affect every way we experience it.
So I may have done a bit of celebrating with friends last weekend.

Julie Cohen and Biddy Coady, just after Biddy came third in the coveted Elizabeth Goudge Trophy contest. Go Bids!
Well, quite a lot of celebrating, actually. Somewhere around the third bottle, we decided we all ROCKED…

Biddy and Fiona Harper, drinking champagne from coffee cups…
And, oh so much hangover afterwards. I think I spent most of Sunday morning silently groaning…
It was worth it…
You know, sometimes I worry people may think I’m making too big a deal of Run Among Thorns. It’s only one, after all. I’m just starting out. I haven’t won awards, or appeared on a best seller list, or written scads of books.
But I made a promise to myself when I sold, and reaffirmed it when Dad became ill shortly afterward and eventually died, long before Run Among Thorns was released. I promised myself that I would pay attention, enjoy every step, brand it in my memory and celebrate every milestone. As Husband says, you only ever get one first book. I never, ever, want to look back on this time and think, “Oh, I wish I’d taken more time to reflect on that and enjoy it.”
I swore I’d take the time to smell the roses.

So I am.
